I was scared for a while because it's the scan where they would tell us if there was anything wrong with you, and I wanted my little baby to be absolutely perfect (not that you wouldn't be perfect anyway, I just didn't want to be told that you might spend years in pain/have a short life span/might have to visit the hospital lots) I want you to have the most brilliant life.
It was amazing to see you for the first time. I cried. Your big, strong Daddy shed a tear - that's how wonderful you are! The emotions I'm feeling right now are almost indescribable, it's just something else. I thought I was prepared to see you, but I wasn't and that made every feeling just so much stronger. You're everything I ever need to survive in this world and you're the most special thing in my life.
My friend, Kelly, said this. It was such a brilliant thing to say, I had to share it with you:
"I bet God sent her down, because Heaven couldn't handle how beautiful she is!"I can't wait until I get to properly meet you for the first time, I'm going to get you so much stuff that you'll be the coolest kid out there!
I wonder if Slayer do baby merch...
Don't lose faith in me.
Love you long time, Daddy x